JKrissha’s what if’s —,

What if I’m pretty,

What if I’m rich,

What if I’m famous,

What if I’m intelligent,

I’d probably have a lot of friends who’d stick around me no matter what. It’s just sad. They would probably stick around me all the time and I’m not going to have a hard time asking each one of them to hang-out with me. Isn’t it unfair that if they’re going to ask me to be with them I’d go without any hesitations and then if I’d them they have a lot of excuses. You know what that’s BULLSHIT. This happens every time I’m just tired to be their chaperon always. I’m thinking of transferring to other school so that I can’t be with them anymore or maybe shifting to other course but I’m afraid my Mum wont allow me to do so coz it would be so sayang coz I’m 2ndyear already..

I’M JUST SO FREAKING FUCKING TIRED. I DON’T KNOW WHERE I BELONG. WHEN WILL I FIND FRIENDS WHO WOULD ACCEPT ME FOR I AM.